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  1. D Illusion

From the recording Lotus Blossom EP

Lyrics

(Monologue [TAMANTHA-CHOLE])
Tammy
Yo!
A delusion that you are much greater
and more powerful and influential than you really are
How?
Delusions that others are out to get you and
Frustrate and embarrass you or inflict suffering on you
Illusory perception, hallucination!
I like coffee because it gives me the illusion that I might be awake

(Hook [TAMANTHA-CHOLE])
And maybe when I
Find my way back home
Then I'll be mine
But for now

(Rap [Carson D Arsonist])
How beautiful is it to wake one morning and realise
All of your fears have been an illusion
Blinding you from the present
Distorting all of your futures
Where fucking ignorant sinners
never do listen to the soul
Asphyxiation All of my words have turned around and haunted me
Silence in place of honesty
Built deep in my anatomy
I'm born to love and if I don't, it's just absurd
Like if a light can't shine up in this stormy weather
But it's never been more clearer for what I have to do
Situation from a bird's eye view
I'm on the edge like 911
On her breast like black folk dinner
Black attire, blackest denim
Never seen him
I arouse the crowd
Arise the tits on your newest broad when I'm around
I'm never soft I'm over hard
I overhaul a Rubix cube
Put it back together
Oh he's clever
They said it right but what is right when I only left
Everyone behind
I swear I never meant to be caught all up in your mind

(Verse 1 [TAMANTHA-CHOLE])
Who is that Knocking on my door?
At three in the morning
Three in the morning
At 3 in the morning

(Rap [TAMANTHA-CHOLE])
I'll be still up smoking that purp
I been sipping all night
Probably tripping all night
Now, I'm effed up!
What you really thought I would do
'Cause my mind going places I thought I already knew
Man, this love thing's got me confused
From my point of view
Our souls intertwined
I lost my mind being in love with you
But was it all an illusion?
Didn't you love me too?
Is it a dream?
I thought I already knew
I thought I already knew
Nothing's more sad than the death of an illusion
Most of us discover the truth
Romantic love is an illusion
A bundle of sweet emotion
Love can sometimes be magic
But magic can sometimes be an illusion too
So is it really real or an illusion
Is it really real or is it a delusion
Is it really is it real or an illusion
Is it really real or is it an illusion

(Hook [TAMANTHA-CHOLE])
And maybe when I
Find my way back home
Then I'll be mine
But for now

(Monologue [TAMANTHA-CHOLE])
Your problem is
How are you going to spend this one hour and precious life you have been issued
Creating an illusion that you have power over people or circumstances?
Or whether you are going to taste it, enjoy it
And find out the truth about who you are (Jesus!)
Do you see the real you?

(Verse 2 [TAMANTHA-CHOLE])
Life has no meaning
The moment you lose the illusion Of being eternal
Limits like fear is often an illusion fuck that, fuck that, fuck that!

(Monologue[TAMANTHA-CHOLE])
I've realised that the past and the future
Are real illusions
That they exist in the present
Which is What there is And all there is

(Outro [TAMANTHA-CHOLE])
Yeah
Is it real or an illusion is it really real or is it just delusion
Is it, is it real or an illusion
is it really real or is it just delusion
Is it really is it real or an illusion
Is it really real
Is it really real
Is it really really real